I'd rather for you to not miss me than having to treat me like this.


I'm feeling lonely and melancholy.
Yeah, 've been around this many times.
But now i've finally come to my realization that life is bizarre without having the family, the boyfriend and friends.

Never thought the day is going to be filled with emptiness, much less this way.
I see misery.
Can i be elsewhere?

Hahaha! Okok cut the emo-ish all that already!

Anyway, i read a few stuff which helped me feeling a teeny bit better. :)

Today, while on a run, I thought I'd run into a flock of geese in a field. Doing so, I learned that when you do this alone, the birds don't fly away, they attack. FML

Today, my girlfriend of 3 years who had taken a job in a new city last month came into town and told me that she had slept with a co-worker last Friday. Last Friday I was incredibly lonely but I turned down a very attractive woman for sex because I didn't want to hurt my girlfriend. FML

Today my husband's rich aunt and uncle came in town and handed us an envelope and said "we hope this helps out with the student loans". Inside the envelope was just an article on new student loan procedures and how to get lower payments. FML

Today, I went on an excellent first date. After the 'end of the date kiss' came "I suppose this is where I tell you that I'm married". FML
(tell me about it; not surprising)

Today, my boyfriend and I were having phone sex. It got very wild and soon was interrupted by a knock on my door. My dad had come home early from work, and heard the whole thing. He demanded my boyfriend to come over, and he had a sex talk with him on the couch in front of the whole family. FML

Hahaha! Ok, i've never had any phone sex (not that i could remember of), and i thought it is fucking plain stupid.

You have a nice, cooling day.

=)

-Haziqah

i am sorry i never treated you the way you want it right; i am sorry that sorry is never enough