Spilled the beans and expect me to be 'just ok' with it?
Even if it involves something personal that is doubtless fairly poisonous?
No.
I am never to spill my guts to just anyone.
Truth be known, i am not some kind of a dork to be kidded.
To be kept in the dark, fooled by all the pretense.
I don't feel the need for you to lament over the mistake though.
You’re forgiven, definitely.
How can you not be, love?
I’ll love you as deeply still, never the less. (:

Anyway, i am terribly sorry for not doing the updates, if anyone should care.
Didn’t go online till today. Need to check some email thingy from SP.
Why am i in SP again and not in NYP?
Oh ya, coz i hated that school so much for no apparent reason.
They did absolutely nothing to me for heaven's sake. Tsk.


On a completely scary-to-death note, i’ll be drop dead because I have yet to study for my upcoming Monday test. :/
I am waiting for Nurul Jannah, who still doesn’t seem to bother. :(
I need to study with her!
Ok ok, take perlu all the mourning all right.


I am beginning to cough really horribly now and i strongly feel it is NOT due to H1N1.
Unless someone or something convincing tells me that i am, God forbids, suffering from it.
I also have flu, to add on to the fear.
I simply refuse to go see a doctor, which is the only obvious solution to my problem. Heh.
I’m never a fan of doctors anyway.
I guess i’ll need to consult a doctor real soon if my condition worsen before school reopens, however much itch i don’t want to.
Must not be selfish and cause unnecessary worrying in DADP.

Alright gotta go and have my well-deserved rest.
And fyi, our tagboard is meant for us, not a battlefield for you.





you're the rhythm to my heart, leaving me wordless and completely amazed