Friday, May 1, 2009'♥
Can i cope with two concurrent jobs? And the MC post: I really want it cos I wanna have more opportunities to make things happen. My band; I've worked hard to get to where I am right now, and I'm planning to do more. To top it all off, FYP. I know it'll be hard for me, but, I really wanna do this. With Nur Haziqah by my side, it'll all be alright.
I really need the money, I really need friends, I really need club and everyone in it, I really need my band to stay tight, I really need to study, I really need Nur Haziqah. All of it I have right now, and I wish they won't go anywhere.Currently on training at Tiet studios now, I'll be doing my first solo slot on the 9th. I guess this job'll be ok, since I get to do my school work if there isn't a lotta customers. I'm just worried if I'll get bored when no one's with me till I close at 11.
I hope I'll get home-cooked meal for lunch tmrw. :DJust now, while in the library, another job opening: tuition at Sembawang. 2 X 1.5 hrs per week. I was thinking of doing it when Nur Haziqah asked me if I wanna do it together, but, again, TIME.
I've always have a dream of passing down the experiences I had; of being part of a club, down to freshies. I have always seen clubs as a place where you'll meet true friends; family, for three years of your poly life.
Farhan then, Abu. The people whom I respect so much for their believes. I understand they are only human, but great leaders, they are. A little appreciation goes a long way, I have to tell certain people. I really don't wanna engage in politics here, so, moving on..
It's ok if i don't get that post. I'll still "bring the circle to me". I hope everyone in club loves me. If you have anything you guys wanna say, just do it directly. I take it better that way. But if you wanna choose to bitch, then.. Haha. Whatever floats your boat..
My band's taking it slow now. Like what Radi said: "we wanna like what we play instead of having lotsa recordings which we don't all agree on." Spoken like a true musician. So, we'll excogitate in our lair, concocting poems depicting the epoch of our domination.
FYP... I really, really, really wanna just geddit done and over with. After that, it'll be a whole new story; a fresh start. I swear. It'll be easier after the diploma. Trust me on this. This goes out to everyone pursuing the cert.
Nur Haziqah... You have been wonderful. always have been, and always will be. Your everlasting support'll keep me going. Even when I'm outta breath, you'll be there to calling me on. Please don't say I pamper you too much.. I just feel happy when we eat recently. I'm sorry it's affecting your shape, but you're always lovely, baby.
I'm trying so hard to put on weight...
distances disregarded, amorous blitzkrieg.