Hey!

The second week of sch has gone pretty fine thus far.
Except for the fact that i have to bear, for the whole of the semester, with the most "URGH!" lecturer i've ever came across. No particular word to well describe.
This is what happened, just today.

I was late for her class. Since i knew how "URGH!" she is from her first day, i made it a point to not be late. And i was so much close.
But shit happens and yes, i felt like shitting! Really bad.
So i was late for about 20 mins, i walked into the class and guess what?

"STOP! Apologise to them, the ones who are presenting. ASK FOR THEIR PERMISSION to sit."

So i did. The next step i took, again guess.

"STOP! Now apologise to the class!"

And hell yes, i did!
I know i was wrong for being late, and maybe it is unfair to the class. But excuse me, the way you asked me to stop was as if i'm a god damn criminal who was trying to run away from you!
Complete with that 'roll eyes/whatever' expression. WTF was that for?
Is that what you've been taught to teach?

You didn't even bother to ask the reason i was late.
It wasn't on purpose.
I WAS HAVING A FUCKING STOMACHE, DAMMIT!

Well the next time i am facing the same situation, i will hold it till the end of your class, and be sure of my non-stop farting hits.
And pls stop your ask-for-permission thing, i swear.
Ninabei!
(I bolded to show how angry i was, okay.)



Alright that fuck thing aside, i reached home quite early today.
Thought of meeting up with Farhanah, but i was too sleepy and i don't think i would wanna wait till 5. Hehe, sorry sister!

Hakikat started his work at Tiet just now, so being a good girlfriend that i am, i sent him. :)
Walked home alone, and i wished he was there to talk crap with me like usual.
Instead, there was a bunch of Matreps walking just in front of me.
I think i walked quite timidly, maybe not timid just careful.
With one of them kept turning back didn't help at all.

I think Ari Hakikat has been pampering me too much by sending me home everyday that i become scared, or rather insecure.
I used to be such a brave and daring girl, walking home at 12plus am without thinking of possible harms. What more my estate is well-known for its Matreps, drunkards and drug addicts.

And back to the pampering bit, Ari Hakikat has been feeding me so much lately, i think i've grown twice. Bleargh!

I love Ari Hakikat nevertheless. :)



Oh yeah,
Happy 4th Anniversary, Nurul Jannah with Nurul Hafiz.
I'm so happy for the two of you. :)
Even though i've witnessed a lot of the bitter parts, i hope all the sweetness will never fail to bring the both of you back together, like it always have. :)

And yeah, Happy Anniversary, Baby!
Haha, okay that was a random one.
But hey, it's coming to a year ok.
Syabas, Haziqah! :)


=)



and even when we're worlds apart, just keep this promise in your heart