Sunday, January 18, 2009'♥
Sometimes, when the going gets tough, the tough gets going. And occasionally, the tough doesn't. So, the tough then has a special someone who can help. The tough has to know that. The tough can go to that person for a listening ear, comforting arms, a shoulder (both, even) to cry on, ever ready hands for help, and everything else that's good.
This post not only goes out to Haziqah, but to all who thinks they are alone.
You're not.
I believe no one likes to be alone. You're not in a right state of mind, then talk. Let your emotions flow free. That's where you'll achieve a zen in yourself. Let your happy thoughts balance out the undesired ones. That's where people come into play. With them, you can have a conversation or do fun stuff which might make you not think about the problem you might face now or you could both derive to a resolution. Both being good outcomes. Know the right time to talk. Don't talk all the time about trivial matters. This, however, is important.
All I'm saying is, I know that you know I'll always be there for u. I want you to want me, and need me.
The thing is, I'm not used to not being with you. We do everything together. Well, not everything, but everything that matters. Cos you matter to me. I know you wanna think things through, but how do you think it makes me feel? It makes me feel so helpless. Knowing I couldn't do a thing.
I took the liberty to reflect during the period of your time-out. But I can find no answer. Everytime I try to probe deeper, I'll just ask what did I do wrong.
Am I smothering you?
If it really matters to you, well, have that time alone.
It's all gonna be ok.