Ari Hakikat.

That’s the name in me, of which I have never thought it would be.

How miracles do happen. And when it happens, it can actually change one’s life completely. It happened to me once, and that once has changed my life so much for the better.

At first, I was afraid to let you in. Afraid to face the history. I’ve forgotten it was named “history”, something in the past. And that history should be left way behind. History must not hinder me from anything of the future. I must try, must try not let it linger.

You took one step in, I was unsure, still.

I could feel my uncertainty merge with yours. Together, slowly, it was brought to naught.

You took my history away.

And it feels so good to be always falling for you.

I can never suppress this feeling I am having for you now. The feeling, which was once kept long before, waiting to be accepted and embraced. To be cuddled and appreciated by someone.

It is something that I believe in, and is finally there when I looked in your eyes.

Some were unhappy when we first got together, perhaps till now.

We care no less, for we do not owe anyone a living.

We’re living our own lives and are loving every bit as good.

The witty smile of yours is at its best when boredom strikes. The silly faces you made were always there when I was down. Because, you will try, your utmost best to make me happy and you've never failed, baby.

“If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it doesn't, then it was never meant to be.”

I’ve let you go once, and you returned. Now you’re back here, I’m sure you wish not to leave. Letting you go that once, was more than enough to hurt me deep.

I will hold you, very near, so close, especial tight.

I thank you for accepting me for who I am, understanding who I really am, and most importantly loving who I truly am.

I thank you for your care.

I thank you for your love.

I thank you, for everything, my baby.

Happy 18th.

Love is a promise, love is a souvenir, once given never forgotten, never let it disappear.

– John Lennon

we will make it happen