Can't all of you just GET OVER IT?!
It has been months and yet, you people are still sickening me.
I thought this case has ceased so far. I called it quit long before but it hasn't.
I was wrong. All wrong.


Young girl, you have no idea what life is all about. What more about love.
M-elia, firstly, it was very obvious that it was NOT your real name.
You need a punch of skill to act.
You bothered us TWICE, fucking twice and may I ask? What have you gotten?
Stop anticipating what are to become of us. Stop contemplating.

This is between me, Ari Hakikat and yes, Dilla. I am sure it doesn't concerns yr life, not the slightest bit.
I am deeply sorry, for the still juvenile in you.
So woman, stop that immature actions of yours.
Leading, what you said, normal life, bitching around calling people names, ugly, fat, pig and bla bla bla. Then, WHAT are you? A straying female dog wandering around in hope to find a desperate attention?

Well, I can say I am not affected by it, not at all because I pretty well know I am not whatever you actually think I am.
If I am not pretty, Ari is not here with me. If he's with me not because I am pretty, there is definitely a vital factor in me that is still attracting him which is so worth having.

I swear to God, you will achieve NOTHING! Nothing out of this piece of shit! What do you think you will attain at the end? Pride? Satisfaction?
Then I shall pity you for having such despicable and degrading behaviour.
Wait till you come and realize, how foolish you actually are.
If you still wish to continue, what else can I say? Continue being DAFT!
I totally ditch people like you.


Dilla, I know you are already over it, I hope.
But what I don't quite understand is why are the people around you have not.



We all have our own life to live, in grace or another. We are racing against time and M-elia, you do NOT afford all the time in the world to do this. You must learn to appreciate.


I have learnt to appreciate what I have. And Ari is a gift, given from God.
What you(M-elia) have done is making us appreciate each others' presence even more. I thank you for that.
I will keep his love very close to me and not let go.
That is the karma you were talking about, that is he would find someone who will comprehend and embrace his love.
It would be enhanced even more, before you know it.


When the shit hits the fan, you wouldn't like it.
And I chose to care the least bit.

All are over and done with.
For the very last time, if you don't bother to scroll up,
GET OVER IT!






sense me still being with you through all odds