idk why i get easily pissed off lately. and i mean very easily.
even over really small matters, i can make a big fuss and argue and cry.
i hate this. jannah told me that im having emotional breakdown. pms thing or whatever-not. i don't feel like doing anything. but i have a lot to do.

ive been very cold towards people around me now. luckily not all the time. i still do smile but i don't feel good about anything, at all. and now i just feel like crying.
idk who to turn to. not that i have no one but i just don't feel like it. im just being a nuisance.

my wisdom tooth is aching like no one's business. and because of that pain, it strikes my brain cells. if you know me, i never liked pain, not even the slightest pain. but now im trying to bear with it. i can. i know its kental. but pls go away.

im sorry, love. for treating you the way i did. i hope things will get better. i know it will pretty soon. just, sorry. *sigh* :( i hate myself for being like this, like now. but idk what to do. thank you for being so patient. i will amend everything, i swear. i love you, much more now. all this make me realise how much you mean to me. you are just the best thing in my life. thank you, baby.